Furious with insecurity

All my insecurities burn in fury within your silence

I held you on a pedestal, I knelt before your highness

Now all I think about is you with me but I'm not there

In my place a silhouette of all I'll never be does dare

In my mind's eye there never was another to surpass

I couldn't see, didn't want to perhaps, my view a half full glass

But you've seen it to be half empty and filled it to the brim

Now you drink it down as I drown both consumed by him